angels called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.
Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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2 years have passed...
and amazingly today has been OK, kinda normalish although you have been on my mind constantly....still haven't had chance to go to the cemetery...but we will all trail up after dinner, and see Nanna Ed too.
William, Beth and I all came to the chappel of rest to see your name in the book (after school) and I answered many questions to your big brother who never ceases to amaze me with the amount of things he asks about you.
Sending you lots of love sweet boy of mine, love ya all the way up to heaven and back again x x x
Mummy x
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
Don't come here so much now...
I think about you every single day. Although I avoid the places I used to visit all day long as they make me sad and I dont like that feeling x
I am dreading this week, as it approaches your 2 year angelversary. I want to close my eyes and pretend that its just not going happen, wake up Friday and it will be all over...for yet another year.
I feel now that I can never wish you back cos then I would wish your Sister away and thats just too conflicting, confusing and hard to comprehend.
You are MY special little boy, brought to me for whatever reason and taken from me cruely...I am yet to figure out....one day I will I am sure.
Come and pay me a visit in June when I am seeing Peter....tell me you are OK ...Happy and that you are in the place you were always meant to be...that you were born to be an angel, my angel. Always. X
Your mumsy mum x
thinking of you tomorrow on mothers day xxx
Dandelions from Heaven
Mothers day is coming And I wanted to send you a sign
something you can tell others; "Is from an angel of mine
So I searched the heavens high and low for that perfect thing....
And low and behold I found it.... And a smile I hope it will bring.
So when you look to the heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky
Just think of me .... your angel... in the heavens way up high
And just imagine those stars; are dandelions up above.
Yes! Dandelions are also in heaven; which you know how much I love.
So on this mothers day and you awake and feel blue....
You will notice those yellow stars... are no longer in view.
So look to the meadows and the dandelions you see...
Are the ones I've tossed down this mothers day from me.
And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white;
Youre supposed to make a wish and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses to me in heaven above....
And I will be catching them and blowing them back sent with all my love.
Please know that l am with you.... on this mothers day....
And also in the days ahead.... God and I will never stray.
We will be with you in the morning ....when you awake and see the sun....
We will be with you when you say your prayers when the day is done.
For God and I will never be very far from your side....
For I can now be everywhere.... and God will be your guide.
So.... remember when you see dandelions it is your guarantee
That I am always close to you.... for dandelions are free to roam ....now just like me.
I will always be with you mummy....
Happy Mothers Day....
Love your angel in heaven.
Anonymous.
I am going away tomorrow for a week but you are always in my thoughts & in my heart xxx
21 ...
It has been 21 months since you went to heaven.
It was on the 21st May you went to heaven.
You were 21 weeks gestation when you went to heaven.
We think of you every day....regardless of how long you have been away from us.
Lots of love, Mummy, Daddy, Big Brother William and Baby Sister Beth x x x
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Right now I'm in a different place
And although we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets too
I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
And if a tear should start to fall
I'll still be there for you
And when the day arrives
That we are no longer apart
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart
Thinking of you and your family as always love Caroline x
THANK YOU X
THANK YOU X
Most people walk in and out of your life.
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But only Loved ones leave footprints
in your heart.
Thank you for all your support and
candles, poems and pictures for
Anthony Liam Salvin my little friend and also my nana Joyce Blair whose 7yr Anniversary it is tommorow.
You and your angel are never more than a thought away.love Caroline xx
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Hi sweet boy.
just to let you know your still in my thoughts. keep watching over your mummy daddy, william and new baby sister beth.
Lots of love
kim x x
October....
This week has been Baby Loss Awareness week, 9th to 15th October.
An event I knew nothing about 2 years ago, and wish I still was niave to it all.
But to Matthew and all your little buddies up in heaven, hope you had fun trying to blow all the candles out !
Floaty kisses to you all x x x Mummy x x x
sleep tight and stop playing with Williams toys in the middle of the night ! Naughty thing you!
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